I’ve been thinking about how well Descartes’ cogito argument works
given the following plausisble thesis:
- Every perception, including introspection, has a time delay.
Consider:
I am in pain.
If I am in pain, then I exist.
So, I exist.
Supposedly, (2) is clear and distinct. But wait (!). By (1), I only
introspect premise (2) with a time delay. In other words, by the time I
introspect premise (2), the pain is over. It is one thing to be in
pain—obviously, when I am in pain, I am in pain—but it is another to be
aware that I am in pain.
In other words, at the present moment, if I am to stick to the
indubitable, all I get to say is:
I was in pain.
If I was in pain, then I existed.
So, I existed.
Now, if eternalism or growing block is true, I still get to conclude
that I exist simpliciter, but not indubitably so (since I need
to rely on the arguments for eternalism or growing block).
But there is an even more serious problem. Once we accept the time
delay thesis (1), we no longer have indubitability in our introspection
of pain. For suppose the time delay from being in pain to being aware
that one is in pain is a microsecond. But now consider the
half-microsecond hypothesis that the universe came into existence, fully
formed, half a microsecond ago. If so, I would still have the
introspective awareness of being in pain—without having had a pain! The
half-microsecond hypothesis is crazy, but no crazier than the evil demon
hypothesis that Descartes cares so much about. So now we don’t have
indubitability about (2) or (5).
And what goes for pain goes for any other conscious state, i.e., for
anything that Descartes calls “thought”.
We might now want to deny the time-delay thesis (1), and say
that:
- Whenever I have a conscious state Q, I am immediately thereby
aware of having state Q.
But a bit of introspection shows that (8) is false. For being aware
is itself a conscious state, and so if (8) were true, then whenever I
have a conscious state, I have an infinite sequence of conscious states
of meta-awareness. And I clearly do not.
Indeed, introspectively reflecting on the states of meta-awareness
shows that sometimes the time-delay thesis is true.
Let’s say that I am aware that I am in pain. It takes reflection, and
hence time, to become aware that I am aware that I am in pain. So the
time-delay thesis is at least sometimes true.
Now it might be that we are lucky and the time-delay thesis is false
for introspection of first-order conscious states, like being in pain. I
am a little sceptical of that, because I suspect a lot of non-human
animals are in pain but don’t even have the first meta-step to
perceiving that they are in pain.
So let’s grant that the time-delay thesis is false for introspection
of first-order conscious states. Now it is no longer true that, as
Descartes thought, his cogito could be run from any
conscious states. It can only be run from the ones for which the
time-delay thesis is false. But it’s worse than that. Even if the
time-delay thesis is false for some introspective perceptions, it is not
indubitable that it is false for them. The claim that these
introspections lack time-delay is far from indubitable.
Yet all that said, isn’t it true that even in the half-microsecond
world, I exist? Even if I didn’t have the pain that I think I had,
surely to think that I had it requires that I am! Yes, but I only become
aware that I think I had a pain with a time-delay from my
thinking that I had a pain, because the time-delay thesis is empirically
true at all the meta-levels.
This is all very strange. Maybe one can save something by supposing
that awareness of a conscious state Q is always partly constituted by
Q, and even with a time-delay
we have indubitability. Maybe in the half-microsecond world, I couldn’t
be aware of having had a pain when I didn’t have the pain, because the
second-order awareness is partly constituted by the occurrence of the
first-order awareness, be that occurrence past or present. Maybe, but
the partial constitution thesis seems dubitable. And once we get to some
meta-levels it seems implausible. Couldn’t I be mistaken in thinking
that I aware that I am aware that I am aware that I am aware of Q, while in reality I only had two
meta-levels?
I am feeling disoriented and confused now.